Question for Mungur Dr Neerunjun Mohabeer

I am a girl of 24 and nowadays very depressed because I have someone in my life already but my family has stopped talking to me because they want me to marry someone else. I feel divided between my family and the one i love and it makes me often indecisive. i want to convince my family to accept the person i love but they are stubborn on refusal. Out of frustration, i happen to do things that even make my bf angry with me and at the end i find everyone turning away from me.

I need help as i dont want to feel divided anymore despite my family made it clear that they will never accept him nor do i accept to lose him.